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Insecure

by Christian Crosby

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“I have spent the majority of my life in some way comfortable. In a safe place mentally, spiritually, and economically. Through my life I’ve naturally found ways to hide behind my insecurities, my fears, and my true self. I’ve used my sense of humor, my creativity, and my success to hide the real me. I’ve finally reached a point where I won’t be able to grow unless I evolve. I have to get out of my comfort zone and discover my true self. I believe this is the only way to achieve true happiness and fulfill my true purpose in life. As I begin this journey for myself, I encourage others to do the same. Why not? I hope my music inspires that.”

Christian Crosby’s music uses consistent visuals of goldfish & balloons, which are symbolic of childhood innocence and total freedom, wisdom and wealth. The balloon represents high spirits and hope. The goldfish are symbolic of good luck in the form of tranquility, and long life. By exploring music, Christian has discovered that he can express himself in ways he was unable to before. Starting with his first song “Insecure”; for the first time in his life Christian is able to reveal his true thoughts, insecurities, and feelings to the world.

lyrics

Woah 15X
Yeah//
Verse:
When see a girl walking by, why you pull me closer girl?//
Do you think she prettier? Do you think I know this girl?//
Never bring me by your friends, you think that I’ll want them more//
You’re the fly-est girl I know, why are you so insecure?//
Why are you so immature, when it come to.. everything?//
that why you got tattoos? that why you got belly rings?//
When you stress the petty things, feel like girl I barely know you//
You got a good head on shoulder//
Why you always paranoia//
I can’t even lie to ya, used to be the same way//
Used to sabotage my own relationships and game play//
Only cause I didn’t love myself I was ashamed//
blamed every other person but myself, I’m glad I changed//
I just need to make your day//
Nobody on this planet is like you and that’s okay//
Girl I love you, that’s my bae//
Imma love you to my grave//
But I need you to grow//
Cause You the baddest and I tell you that, but I need you to know//
Yeah//
Chorus:
I’m just trying to build you up//
I ain’t tryna break you down//
See you at your full potential//
I’m just tryna help you out//

Imma be your confidence//
Imma help you conquer this//
Imma put you on your throne//
Til you know it on your own//
Why are you so insecure, inse-inse-cure?//
Why are you so insecure, inse-inse-cure?//
You’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen before, so why are you so insecure?//
You deserve to know the truth about yourself//
Verse:
Tell me you need help//
Tell me you need help//
A lot of us grow up and tend neglect our mental health//
You need to love yourself//
That love helps you to glow//
I just want you to know//
I just want you to know//
Start going thru your heart instead of going through my phone//
We’ve been thru this a 100 times, how many times - let that go//
They can’t damage us you know, they all amateurs, you pro//
need a million compliments a day I got you let me know//
What you need? Let me knoooooooooooww//
I’m here to fight for you - let me knooooooowwww//
I’m gonna ride for you til you knowwwwwwwww//
Will never stop for you til you knowwwwwwwww//
If it’s your past, or you got daddy issues//
Or you don’t like the way you look I’m here to caddie with you//
I’m here to carry some of that weight until you face your demons//
Cause you can’t your fears, until you face the reasons//
I’ve been watching seasons of insecure no Issa Rae//
So shame on me if I can’t help you thru and ease the pain//
But I’m no expert not at all trust me I’m growing too//
So I hope you can do for me what I’m gon do for you//
Cause really tho..... I’m insecure too//
It takes a real one to boss up to uncomfortable truths//
We gotta do this on our own but we can help us too//
So let me tell you what I’m gonna do//
Chorus:
I’m just trying to build you up//
I ain’t tryna break you down//
See you at your full potential//
I’m just tryna help you out//
Imma be your confidence//

Imma help you conquer this//
Imma put you on your throne//
Til you know it on your own//
Why are you so insecure, inse-inse-cure?//
Why are you so insecure, inse-inse-cure?//
You’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen before, so why are you so insecure?//
You deserve to know the truth about yourself//
Hook:
Tell me you need help//
Tell me you need help//
A lot of us grow up and tend neglect our mental health//
You need to love yourself//
That love helps you to glow//
I just want you to know//
I just want you to know//
Start going thru your heart instead of going through my phone//
We’ve been thru this a 100 times, how many times - let that go//
They can’t damage us you know, they all amateurs, you pro//
need a million compliments a day I got you let me know//
What you need? Let me knoooooooooooww//
I’m here to fight for you - let me knooooooowwww//
I’m gonna ride for you til you knowwwwwwwww//
Will never stop for you til you knowwwwwwwww//

credits

released August 4, 2020
Writer: Christian Crosby
Mastering Engineer 1 – Glenn Smith
Mastering Engineer 2 - Ivan Barias
Producer: Kenneth English

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Christian Crosby Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

“I have spent the majority of my life in some way comfortable. Through my life I’ve naturally found ways to hide behind my insecurities, my fears, and my true self. I have to get out of my comfort zone and discover my true self. As I begin this journey for myself, I encourage others to do the same. I hope my music inspires that.” ... more

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